as i breathe you in the morning welcoming ( Read more... )

time is winding down dwindling until a new tomorrow

i ask myself why my own prophesies come true ( Read more... )

Now i've done it. I have done it for the long haul. i'm sure that in the long run there will be countless of times where i look in the mirror and see the guy that did it and wished that he did otherwise. but so it is there that i maintain my choice of doing it. whether in the comfort of another while i'm so plainly attached, or casually ( Read more... )

"Happy chinese new year. best wishes - "

seems harmless enuff. but this person knows i dont observe this stuff. this person's birthday happens to be on saturday.

what to do.

I had a long day of work yesterday. I had a take out dinner and was having my beer and watching the bruins on one channel and the trojans on another. My phone rings and it was a strange number. I didn't know who but i picked it up anyways. The voice says "hello eric ingalla, this is ..." i couldn't tell right away cuz the tv was too loud. I ( Read more... )

i've found someone, i've found what should be the one. so what am i waiting for now that fate has granted me a wish?

i thought God created sex and that the devil mucked it up by giving us diseases...
then, i thought...
what if the devil created sex and God created diseases to give us morals?

i visited amsterdam for the first time. i'll post soon about it. my advice, go while you're still young.

It's been a while since i've taken stock. It just so happens that i'm updating my curriculum vitae and it really made me think about what i've been doing for the past 5 years. essentially, a whole lot of nothing. well, work i guess but nothing about moving on from being a young adult. At 35, i feel emotionally stunted. It's been years since i've ( Read more... )