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Disappoinment
I know I have disappointed everyone by choosing to go back to you. I hope you know how much it really hurts to go against everyone and even the logical part of my mind.
But the truth is that I'd be more disappointed if I didn't give it one last shot.Please don't let me down. -
self destruction
what am doing with my life? i keep making these terrible decisions which are based on complete illogical reasoning. Why do i keep making the same mistakes and wondering why i am getting the same shitty answers. i feel so weak right now. this is so lame.i am so lame... -
In my bed...(amy winehouse). i love it!
Wish I could say it breaks my heart ( Read more... ) -
pieces of poetry
I have a perspective now that I have never had before. The aura of my mind is in deep purple and radiant with unknowing optimism. I am not so naive. I've learned so much from my past but now I know I can make it though the worst. Today was, to be generic, fun ( Read more... ) -
unconsolable
I'm heartbroken...and there's nothing else to say. -
Brokenheart part II: I'm crying and part of me's dying
The phone rings loudly by my side and with in seconds I feel adrenaline rushing though my veins, my pupils dilate, my palms start to sweat and my heart beats faster. Immediately my body goes into fight or flight.Any person passing by would not notice the slight shifts in my body or that inside I feel like I about to be attacked.As I reach for the ( Read more... ) -
I'm going back,back to school,school1
I'm in total shock! I have been accepted in to graduate school. I really can't believe it. I'm really excited. All the crying, struggling finally paid off. I really was beginning to believe that I wasn't going to get in. For the past month I've been reseaching in-depth about traveling abroad. I just spent 40 buck on amazon.com on volunteering ( Read more... ) -
dying for change
I'm so bored at work. I can't stand it anymore. I just can't get motivated to do anything productive here. I have a few plans for my future and hopefully one of them will work out ( Read more... ) -
A repost
I reposted this because I believe in us ( Read more... )
