so i've been getting these anxiety attacks lately. not so fun. not really "attacks," per say, but anxiety affects. it feels like i can't breathe well, like the back of my throat is closing up and i'm not getting enough air in. you know what the best part about it is? the more i think about it, the worse it gets, even if i'm thinking something like ( Read more... )

( Warning: very picture intensive. not for dialup )

my livejournal was dead for a little whiles, i doubt anyone noticed ( Read more... )

goin to mexico until the 19th (monday i'll be on the plane ( Read more... )

so i want to dye my hair, but i don't know what color. i'm sick of being dirtydirty blonde. i look trashy or like my hair isn't clean or something. either way, i'm kind of leaning toward black, but everybody has it. i'd feel dumb and i know at least a few people would think i was doing it to be trendy. o well. i probably won't do it. gimme some ( Read more... )

after two practices, Prom Queen!! has recorded six of our songs via Matt's laptop. and put up three of them up on hxcmp3.com. so fucking check it out.

HxCMP3.com

Prom Queen!! is
darkmartyr guitar.
lettersandscars guitar.
ifeelpritty drums and vocals.
noisetrack vocals.
and myself on bass.

hahah the recordings are shitty but yeah, we rock.my ears are ringing but it was fucking fun as ( Read more... )

so i've finally heard from all the schools i applied to, and here are the results ( Read more... )

i'm contemplating shaving my sideburns off. if only for a short while.

should i do it?

i'm ascared.

( I'm Rick James, Bitch! )

phone's aworkin again ( Read more... )