this boy, brandon, still likes me and is convinced that im in love with him too, jsut hiding it.
it is really getting old . he is way to emotional and i just would like to be friends so i can help him but i dont think thats gunna happen
ahhh so much stuff going on but i dont feel liek typoing sooryy oh wait no body cares so nevermind

i know its random but oh well

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You Are A Realist

You are more romantic than 20% of the population.


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i still havent called brad i think im over him...*cheers ( Read more... )

ive been wearing a wristband lately and i was thinking that i cut make i good size cut under it and nobody would even know exept when i go to swimming and my sis goes with me so that doesnt work
maybe when swim is over
i haven't called brad
i think i will on feb 5
what would have been our one year
*evil laugh*

i am so confused ( Read more... )

i started cutting again and my sister saw ( Read more... )

i decided i didn't care if my journal was friends only or whatever because my parents already read all of my other journals and diaries whatever so nothing really matters anymore. but im too lazy to go back and unblock the ones i already did so oh well just ask me to add you if you care and i probably will ( Read more... )

im so stupid ( Read more... )

so brad broke up with me and now this other kid likes me, well actuall he's liked me "since the day he met me ( Read more... )