oh, son of a bitch. i wish i had a god damned cigarette.

DisorderRatingParanoid Personality Disorder:HighSchizoid Personality Disorder:ModerateSchizotypal Personality Disorder:Very HighAntisocial Personality Disorder:LowBorderline Personality Disorder:ModerateHistrionic Personality Disorder:HighNarcissistic Personality Disorder:ModerateAvoidant Personality Disorder:Very HighDependent Personality Disorder ( Read more... )

Feeling kind of out-of-my-head, but, you know, when am I not. Been working an awful lot on the eastside, temping. I'm really all gone by 5pm these days, and the drive home just sucks the marrow out of the bones, more or less. Do people really do that? Suck the marrow out, I mean.

Silkworm is the best band ever. I've said that about a lot of bands, ( Read more... )

Oh, my goodness, how I've missed being up this late. I am not only exhausted: I actually begin to feel sleepy. I cannot claim that it is the genuine article, but it is an experience akin to relaxation.

Actually, I have missed a lot of things lately:

- Legos (pre-sell-out).
- Warmer, dryer weather.
- The University District, mainly the abundance of ( Read more... )

Have just read the phrase "excel at fulfilling client needs" as "expect fueling channels;" Benadryl and the Craigslist job ads do not mix.

Scene: A cruel 7:30 A.M. A housecleaning company's office in SODO. Workers are preparing for a meeting. Two of them, strangers, are off to the side. One turns to the other and begins a conversation.

Her: Do you consider yourself emo?

Me: (Lips part, but remain in shocked silence.)

Her: Because you've really got that look down.

Me: I... guess in... ( Read more... )

Yesterday, for the first time, I missed tour.

But only for a second.

Mental breakdown #1, and it goes ( Read more... )

So today is my last day at Subway as well as the last day I spend in Seattle before getting into the van and driving around the country for a month with the band. When I get back it will be a whole exciting story about finding a new job and keeping the apartment clean, but for the next few weeks, the band will be my job, and it will be educational. ( Read more... )

- acid stomach, no more tums ( Read more... )