my mom beat me up again which was fun cause i finally hit her back. i felt bad cause she is pregnant but it's her fault for getting all worked up in the first place. she then told me to leave so i got my jacket and shoes on and would have but then she told me not to and wouldn't let me. anyways.... everything is a-okay now i guess.. i'm just sick ( Read more... )

i am thankful for everyone in my life who gives even the slightest fuck about me ( Read more... )

i fucking hate it when i hurt people that i love. to the point where they question my love for them. i don't do anything to intentionally hurt anyone. that's not the type of person that i am. but it seems that way lately ( Read more... )

i'm in love with jonathan michael vigil, and i wish that i could be with him.. but when i graduate.. perhaps that is what will happen. hopefully. i am going to change my ways about the things i do..[he knows what i am talking about].. because i really do love him enough. i'm excited ( Read more... )

let's see here. i'm at john paul's...i was hanging out with margaret till she fuckin tuckered out and went to bed on me. john paul went to bed. and now it's just anthony carson and kyle..but they are out in the garage doing who knows what..naked... so here i am.. lurking on the internet ( Read more... )

it is now wednesday which means if everything goes smoothly i get to see jon tomorrow.

:-D x 2378234823748237489237489237487234.56

awesome.

i hate goodbyes ( Read more... )

not sleeping at all lastnight wasn't too fun. but at the same time having my mom out of town and not sleeping was pretty fun. got to see talmon and aaron which i hadn't seen in forever. then i went to J's and layed with him...awake. we talked for like 2 hours then i felt bad that i was keeping him up so i tried to lay there and be quiet. until ( Read more... )

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