i just woke up. how big of a loser am i? jess told me to come see her but work closes in 30 and i won't have time to get all hot like for her...so oh well ( Read more... )

rodeo with jess, brit, sybil, and camilla was fun. well no. getting fuckef up before the rodeo..and while at the rodeo was fun. haha margret got me jess and sybil in for free so i didn't care if i got to see the events or not anyways... so yes...it was a social night for sure. me and sybil saw michael, sybil's lake cowboy who stole my fucking ( Read more... )

tonight was full of surprises ( Read more... )

i am waiting..tuesday i am fading.. by wednesday i can't sleep...

jessica, sorry for biting yr tounge...

oh and to me... :eww eww eww eww yr dumb don't ever do that again! eww sick ass!you need to stop and not go back into the past you fucking idiot. thanks.

i wish i knew who my friends are ( Read more... )

worked today. and that was shitty. i was late for the first time in months, but my cool boss was working so it wasn't no thang...then after that came home for my mom's bf's bbq shindig thing then me and jess booked it to sc...got a little liquor and had us a swell time at carson's show [the wrath]....came back to town and went over to jared's and ( Read more... )

i update too much. but what's a girl to do ( Read more... )

i knew that something would come up.. why did i even think he was going to follow through with anything ( Read more... )

tommiee is going to call me right now. woohoo.. australian accents turn me on.. haha jay kay.. well no, they kind of do actually...

\\i'm talking to him right now... oh god..weak in the knees... it's hard for me to ever pay attention to what he's saying...

i'm still awake. that is neat... i'm going to watch the sun rise...or not rise...seeing as how the weather has been fucky lately...

talking to chris online... it's nice...we're hanging out when he comes home to visit..and that is nice too...


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