i tried something tonight.. well...trying new things is something i have taken a liking too since i never used to be open to anything.. but i may be trying all the wrong things.. and that isn't a good thing ( Read more... )

today... worked.. got scared shitless... but it turned out to be nothing, so that is always awesome... me and jessica saw our boyfriend... yes, we share him... then after work went and bought new plugs. they are cute. i mean, i guess. then went out to sybil's and went swimming with sybil, her brothers, morgan, and morgan's boyfriend jordan. that ( Read more... )

sneaking out is always fun. ecspecially when you don't get caught. i'm awesome. that's all ( Read more... )

i'm not here to bitch.. i just want to make it clear that i don't miss him. none of you know who i am talking about. and it is better that way. but i'm letting go, and this time it is for good. if he wants to come back into my life. so be it, but i really think that it is time for me to move on for good ( Read more... )

why do i miss him?...

fuck man. i'm so pathetic sometimes.

so...me and sybil went and finished the 'journal' haha.. i mean the notebook... silly goose.. it was good. cute. but i didn't really like the ending.. oh well.

so i am awake times 23 right now. online. talking to matt. and that is all. oh and on the phone with sybie.

fuck you. you know who you are.

night.

i'm so annoyed right now.

but me and sybil are going to go watch the notebook... for the second time..[grr]]... i'm so excited. yayy!

thanks jessica and hunter for being douches today. i love it.

( bonfire photos )

i wish someone would ask me out to eat but really mean something else, haha kiidddingg. yay for rc. niK better not be dumb or i'll have to ... uhm i dunno ( Read more... )

and i don't think i ever want to eat again ( Read more... )