So here is my train of thought...  I know everyone just thinks this is a funk, and I will get over it or I will regret is or... whatever.  And I know that most people won't get it cause i don't get it ( Read more... )

To think, I could have slept in today  instead of wasting my time in this useless retarded waste of money class.  Man o man, I hate life.

I have to be missing something here.  I mean it is teacher's college.  But I suck at it.  My grades are bad, I hate the courses, I hate the people.  I just feel like I am missing something that everyone else has.  I just don't know what to do anymore.  Is there where I am suppose to be at, and if it is, what the hell am I doing wrong?  I feel like ( Read more... )

My Lord God
I have no idea where I am going.
I do not see the road ahead of me.
I cannot know for certain where it will end.
Nor do I really know myself,
and the fact that I think I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so.
But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you.
And I hope I have that desire in all ( Read more... )

Wow, what can I say about this weekend. There aren't the right words in the english language to decribe what happened. The whole weekend was blessed. I wanted to post some thoughts and reflections but as I sit here my mine is racing SOOOOO fast and I can't put anything into words. All i have to say is this, Jesus is awesome, God is all powerful ( Read more... )

Your Deadly SinsSloth: 60%Gluttony: 20%Wrath: 20%Envy: 0%Greed: 0%Lust: 0%Pride: 0%Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die.
How Sinful Are You?

Secret silence of days gone by ( Read more... )

It is 4 am, I am going insane. Just watched the first season of Grey's Anatomy. I have so much homeowrk to do over the next couple of days. I am falling behind in classes while trying to get mentally psyched for the challenge of entering the classroom. Add on to that the pressure of a new job, friends, family, prayer and God, and like any ( Read more... )

See, for so long I never thought that it was possible to be truly happy. Although I still struggle with this thought alot God has opened my heart to so many possibilities. I have hated birthdays since i was a child, and as usual I was dreading this one. At every turn I was preparing for disappointment and sadness. Even though things didn't ( Read more... )

This time is different cause it feels like the end. The end of what we both have known for so long. He just isn;t my best friend, my ex, the one I love. He is a part of me. And now God has called us apart, and following His will we leave today. Separated physically united in prayer. Maybe God will never call us back together, but you will ( Read more... )