I wonder if it is possible to live void of human emotion. I know that it would take our humanity away from us but it sure would be nice. Nice to live in a world void of human feelings to hold you back or lead you into sin. but then we would never experience suffering, and Jesus suffered, so it would be harder to experience Jesus... I am just ( Read more... )

First of all, don't promise something if you ain't going to keep it. That is something I have realized more and more in people. So many empty promises. I guess it is human nature, and I am not perfect. But if only we understood the damage that our empty promises have on people, maybe we would change ( Read more... )

One of the things I am most scared about in life is never finding the purpose of my existence. Why am I here, and what am I suppose to be doing? I believe that we are all here for a reason, but what is mine? Whether you are religious or not, our purpose in life defines who we are, and helps define, in some way, our worth. I understand that this ( Read more... )

WHAT THE FUCK? WHAT THE HELL? So much for trying to get out of this damn hole I have dug for myself. I dunno what to do or what to say to make things better. I know I need to make it better myself. I need to snap out of this but all of a sudden I don't want to. I mean, what is the point. The last week has been people just attacking me, when ( Read more... )

What a day... shit man... that was bunged up. THe most random things happened to cara, pat and I. Fuck. First, we went to Harvey's and saw Pierre LaViolette... that was bunged, we gotta away without saying hi but then it made me remember of saint paul's and i hate saint paul's. WE went to the gatineau's which was pretty wicked.... then headed ( Read more... )

well, what to say... not much to update on. Starting school. Cara is down and that is super cool. It is the only thing that is making life worthwhile right now. I am super anxious and hate life and just wish i could jump off a cliff or never wake up but then i realize cara is here and i am like FREAKIN' EH... let's hang out. I dunno, whateve ( Read more... )

downward spiral trying to stay a float ( Read more... )

Montreal was freakin awesome. Wow... it was cool, mini pilgrimmage and finding different churches without even looking for them. SAWEET. God blessed us so much. And i bought a new CD in the huge HMV that was downtown Montreal... SAWEET. And i saw Sr. COOL... she rules at life, "25 years i've loved you ( Read more... )

I hate my job... i really do, it is not helping in Christ's mission on earth at all and i hate it. However, I had a good friend say that maybe I should offer it up for the souls in purgatory. I was thinking about that. I think I might. It is a good idea. I can still go to work knowing that I am doing something for Christ. This job being a ( Read more... )

I'm tired. Super Super tired. Maybe it is the fact that I just worked 6 days, but i don;t think so. There is just so much to do all the time and I can;t keep up. Tyring to keep the house clean, get enough sleep, eat properly, find time to exercise and socialize... ARGH... i just wanna sleep dammit... I can;t do anything I want to do, and I don; ( Read more... )