sometimes i wish i never came back from westpoint. ive been back for 2 weeks and alot of stupid shit has happened to me. i got a DUI last weekend so im pretty much fucked for the most part. i wasnt even drunk and its just alot of bullshit id liek to just go back to westpoint or get out of the army or something. fuckin stupid ass rules. since we got ( Read more... )

i wish i had no emotions at all.

i want something to workout for me.

but maybe this time something will.

i dont know and i dont know what to feel...but it seems i should just go with my emotions, and maybe something will work out...

well jesus i havent updated in a very long time i can only think of 2 people who might even read this anymore but the hell with it im pretty bored and alot of crazyness has gone on in the past like 2 weeks ( Read more... )

this is a pretty good song ( Read more... )

comeing home for 4 days hopefully. depending on how shitty the lake effect is. the snow up here is rediculous. not so much here on fort drum, but 10 miles south in the snow belt they got up to 8 feet. we have like 4 so far getting more tonight. this is definatly truck country. im goingto be getting one as soon as i can.

i am sick and tired of saying sorry even when i mean it, which i do. but hell if your so god damn mad at me how about you just forget me. just push all thought of me out of your head, and all knowledge of my existance out of your memory. pretend i wasnt there to hangout with you. pretend i never went out to eat with you or hungout with you at all ( Read more... )

And I heard, as it were, the noise of thunder: One of the four beasts saying: "Come and see." And I saw. And behold, a white horse ( Read more... )

god damn im fuckin bored!!! i joined the Army to fucking do sometihng with my life. this is bullshit i do notihng all fuckin day but clean and or drive peoples sorry asses around, sit in a conferance room and bullshit with other soldiers, or fuckin EAT and play VIDEO GAMES! i know i shouldbnt be complaining because i am getting paid in the process ( Read more... )

well i am back up here in NY. the drive wasnt too bad alitle bit of rain that was it. i already miss home and all of my friends. 11 days went by way to fuckin quick. but in a way i am happy to be here. hope everyone had a good new year. 2007 dont feel any different from 2006. and it seems that the celebration portion of it wasnt as i expected it ( Read more... )

"The Sharpest Lives ( Read more... )