sucks. everyone is making me feel like a horrible person. i know i should feel that way too, but i dont. 
its so confusing. i just wish things were different and i didnt meet someone for like another 4 or 5 years..
that would be perfect. 
i need some professional help with this. or someone that just gets what the fuck im talking about!
mhmmmmmmmm

well i had plans today. then of course they didnt work out. unfortunately kyle made plans since i had them too so now i am stuck by myself. my biggest worry is that the plans went through without me knowing. i doubt thats the case. but it always worries me i guess. i just want to leave. 

ALL THREEEE i must have them :))

im gonna be emo and write about my feelings! ok? YAY

last night was AWFUL!
and i reallllly mean awful.
considering the course of events, it shouldn't have been,
in fact i should have had an amazing time last night.
i wont go into detail, 
but my relationships all fall to shit.

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shane west is a BABE

god damn!

thats all i got to say about last night and all its glory.

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the strapple lady.
:)

i love kyle 
hahha

really sucked.
first my original plans with kyle were ruined cause of stupid walgreens...
then i made back-up plans and that didnt work.
then mike and i broke up.
lame lame lame lame.
i knew i shouldnt have gotten into that.
now our friendship is gonna suck ass
fuck
its not my fault.
he's the one that said those 3 terrible words.
doesnt make any sense.
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