I am worried about Dan. I should bring things up with him, cos it makes me feel worse when I worry, but I know what he will say. I just wish I could help him see differently.

I always thought that the most difficult thing was to watch someone that you care about make the wrong decision, and yet know it was their decision to make... I was wrong. The most difficult thing it to watch someone that you care about have second thoughts about a decision, a decision that you think is wrong, and yet know that you must not try to ( Read more... )

I hate feeling jealous...... i've lost so much this week. Put myself though pain....... emotional, physical, mental, and lost.

Bruised ego
Bruised to the core
Need to cut
And cut some more

There is something I cannot tell anyone and it's gonna consume me.

I'm never gonna hear that song the same way again..............

My paranoia is bad, but I recognise that it probably *is* paranoia. However, I might suspend this, temporarily............. cos like I said, the paranoia is really bad, and this is a public journal...... Will hopefully be back sometime x

Well, this is the first time I've written anything on this journal, as I only created it 5mins ago. I have not yet found colour options or anything cool like that. My main issue is time........ it seems to pass so slowly (and yes I know that is part of a song lyric lol). Someone introduced my to LiveJournal...... and I am beginning to realise ( Read more... )