all i ever think about is homework ( Read more... )

its just one of those nights ( Read more... )

tonight is a 'nothing to do with school and everything to do with things having nothing to do with school' night. i need a break, and something to ease this neverending anxiety. a boy would be nice. yes, that boy would do just the trick, i'd imagine. :)

i'm drowning in a sea of homework ( Read more... )

i do promise to write a real entry soon. these ramblings of mine are starting to look like attempted poetry, and pathetic poetry, at that. ramble ramble ramble. anyway, it's late and i've tons to think about, so i'm going to do that. i'll be back with something of substance.

upside down kissed ( Read more... )

its been a calm night
poetry and music
and a little bit of charles manson.
all my new guy friends
think i'm beautiful
and it's foreign
and wonderful
and i hope they never
realize the errors.
there's only one more
i'd like to convince.

uninspiring

as always

but i could be exciting

(if I wanted to be)

right?

he drove right past his house

turned off his headlights

slowed the car to a crawl

and just listened.

the song

isn't over

and it's unfair to interrupt.

it made him think of me

so maybe

just maybe

i'm a little inspiring

after all

my friend shainen said to me, today ( Read more... )

it's nights like this when i wish i could write and not sound like some whiny teenage girls trying to be poetic, but instead writing angsty teenage-girl-poetry just like every other teenage girl late at night. sigh ( Read more... )