I feel like something is wrong with me.
I felt a lot better and less stressed thinking that I was going to be free from the stress of a relationship for a while, but I'm not a selfish person. I'm gonna try to bring that relaxation into the relationship and see how that works. So, I did the high school bullshit. We went on a break for a day and got ( Read more... )

I just told Ben I needed a break. To focus on myself because I'm really unhappy right now. I hope to god its not our relationship making me miserable, because he is my best friend.
I don't know what else to do. I know I'm not happy with how things are - he doesn't like to joke so we don't really laugh together all that much, I work all day and his ( Read more... )

I'm about to go into the kitchen and eat some spaghetti with meatless balls and parmesan cheese, grilled cheese, sloppy sams (lentils instead of beef) with cheese, and maybe order a pizza with cheese sticks. Maybe eat some other random shit in the fridge like pickles, vegetable broth, vegenaise, mushrooms, etc.
No chance of being pregnant...period ( Read more... )

Ugh. Feeling sorry for myself. Wah wah waaaaaah.

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I'm feeling really down. Hopefully writing it out will help me feel better.

First off, any changes in Swirl's behavior have me freaking out. Like, she doesn't eat her little treat I give her twice in a row and I convince myself that she is inappetent and needs medicine and fluids. I just don't know how to healthily worry about things without taking ( Read more... )

So there was this big recall of Diamond pet foods. And Diamond has such a large processing plant, that they will rent out some of their machines to other food brands, so a bajillion pet foods were possibly contaminated with salmonella. I knew my dog food was from Diamond, but my cat food was called Professional, so I didn't know that was also under ( Read more... )

I'm feeling quite emo-pants. Off to go cry some more. Except I'm still at work, so off + 1.5 hours.

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So, I'm really feeling defeated. How can a 3.33 GPA not be good enough? I've talked to three vet schools total as of today, and the first two (Purdue and Wisconsin) made me feel like it was totally possible to get in, just need to do a few little things and I'm golden. MSU? Yea...
First of all, this lady was supposed to call me at 10:30. I don't ( Read more... )

I'm getting so excited for my first real summer. True, I'll be working full time, but no school. I want to do a few things:
Get my house presentable
Lose some damn weight
Gain back my muscle
Learn Tarot
Relearn Palmistry
Hopefully find a horse vet

My birthday is coming up - I wanna try to go to the zoo again, but not to be rained out again. Then my sister ( Read more... )

Buttercup is ok! They were just weird reptilian blood cells. It looks like it was less blister and more abscess, so we're going to have to lance it open, drain and flush it out. That's gonna suck but it's not totally urgent. Phew. So goddamn relieved.

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