Homecoming is just around the corner. Oh yea i got a hot date! LOL. But anyways my mom is such a bitch. I hate her. I miss my padre. I havent seen him in like 2 weeks. Which i guess i shouldnt complain because some people never see their parents. Or they die. But it still doesnt change the fact that i miss him. I've been a little depressed lately. ( Read more... )

THIS IS MY FINAL GOODBYE

Even when you want so badly to let go... always hold on for just a second longer.

I just wish he knew how much I love him. I dont think he loves me at all. Well not anymore at least

Well im back and so is he. Things are so great. Sometimes it gets hard. I forget to breathe. I thought i was healed but i guess i wont allow myself to be. I think im gettin better. Even though this time it worse. But at least i dont do it as often. Im ok as long as i have the people closest to me. I love you rachel. I love you jason. Thanks for ( Read more... )

I seriously have by far the greatest boyfriend ever!!! I just love him so much. Omgoodness! I did something really bad the other day and it made me feel like shit but o-well. Its over now. Im so sad. My honey is gone. Hes in Philly right now but he'll be back in like 22 days....not that im counting or anything. LOL! Yea but I cant wait till ( Read more... )

Damn I havent written in here in like forever. Me and Jason are still together and its almost been 4 months. We've been doin so good and workin our asses off. U know what sucks... on the 29th I have to get my wisdom teeth pulled and hes leaving on the 1st if not before that. Hes goin to philly for a month to see his family. But anyways I just ( Read more... )

Well he broke up with me today. I dont know if its for sure or not but I have a feeling it is. I dont know what happened. I was just tryin to talk to him and he got all pissed off. I love him so much. Some people tell me that he flirts with every girl he sees and all this other stuff. But I dont know what to believe. I mean I love him and I really ( Read more... )

Geez. I havent written for a really long time. Well last sat was my bday. And my hunny had our day all planned out and it was like the best bday ever! He bought me this absolutely beautiful gold bracelet. Things have been going ok. But the past couple days havent been that great. Especially today. When we were on our way home from school I just ( Read more... )

Sometimes when I think about you I just want to kill you. I dont know why but sometimes I just hate you so much. At these times in my life I feel like Im dying. I feel as though someone has poisoned my heart. I would actually rather die than live knowing I feel these ways. Fearing that I could actually hurt you. Fearing that I could actually hurt ( Read more... )