Dear Jason

I love you so much. Every minute every second of the day that im not with you I long for you. When I wake up in the morning you really are the first person I think about. And i have trouble sleeping and night because i cant get you off of my mind. But when I do fall asleep ur still there. ( Read more... )

Omg! This weekend i had so much fun! We went to kissimee.. its by orlando. Friday we went to a place called "Old Town" its kinda like Ybor but smaller. Me and Jason karaoked for the first time together and we seriously sucked so bad. It was so funny though. Then Joe got really drunk... and i mean really drunk and went and rode one of those ( Read more... )

Omg this weekend is goin to be so much fun. I stayed home from school today and i'll be leaving in like 2hrs to go to Orlando. Im goin with my ma, lil brother, joe, and my baby Jason. Uhh love him so much. Anyways we're stayin in like a 2 bedroom suite for the WHOLE weekend. So i g2g cuz i still gotta get ready.

I love my friends. And i love them so much i wish i could take all there pain away. Nothing hurts me more than knowing that one of them is hurting. I wish i was God so i could just say be happy and then they are.

Sometimes i wonder if he really loves me. I dont know why because he definately shows it. I have been hurt before. But im totally over it. I love him with all of my heart. I've never felt this way about anyone. And he knows it. I know he'll never hurt me. I talked to his friend tonight. And not that i really had a doubt but now i know he really ( Read more... )

Ahh. Mornings mornings mornings. I love my mornings. Anyways. I love waking up and knowing that I have someone to go to and love. And knowing that he loves me. Its the best feeling in the world knowing that i have someone that truly loves me for me.

Everything about him is so different. I love him with all of my heart. Im usually in my room crying about this time at night.... trying to think of ways to kill myself. But things are different now. He makes me feel loved. He makes me feel like my life is worth living. He makes me the happiest person in the world. Even though i cant be with him all ( Read more... )