i have a lot to say. but i dont know how to say it. and i want to be careful of how much i say. i dont want everyone in the whole wide world to see into my life ( Read more... )

so i havent really written in here for a while. umm well im excited because i get to see monica soon and i have not talked to that girl in ages. so until i need to go and meet her, i will update this ( Read more... )

"fly high whats real can't die"

thats a part of a song by the new radicals called 'you only get what you give'

so that. that i interpret as:

dont give up your hopes...if you believe in something enough, it cant just go away, and even if its hard now, things will work out, if theyre supposed to.

psh. and as if its that easy to be optimistic enough ( Read more... )

i got to run today. it was only our 5 minute warm-up. but i was still excited.
and then we played softball. and that got me excited too. except its ridiculous when people do not know what they are doing.
and after school, me and claire went to oak and we played more softball! we played catch and hit and pitched to eachother. Yippee

ah spring!

today ( Read more... )

That is SO cool! look at how spiffy that journal entry is.  wow, i love rich-text mode. yippee

running was probably the most fullfilling partof my day. we did that running thing in gym--run 3 walk 1 run 5 walk 2 run 7 minutes. it was spectacular. like you have no idea. i dread 8th hour..but i was so excited to run. and i just ah like got up there and ran so hard and fast. it was like amazing. im not even kidding you. i need to run more often ( Read more... )

i need someone to tell me that everything is okay. and that i do not need to worry about other stupid people that do not matter. i need someone to reassure me of that. and more importantly, i need to beleive them, and trust them ( Read more... )

i figured it out. with megans help. the jist of it anyways.

he doesnt want it to be too soon.

and he doesnt want me to feel like im just his rebound girl. because im not.

so theres that.

yeah.

okay then.

if he wants to do it, why doesnt he just do it already.

?

i dont believe that you could choose a location before,
could you?

interesting.

you can click on 'my room...'
and it will try to find it.

have fun.