i feel my pulse on that thick tubing through my neck to remind myself that blood is coursing through me.
an indescribably large amount of blood and fluids, and its somehow comforting to know that my body is not vacuous.
i am the sum of parts of the whole.

i cleaned my room for the first time in months today. and for some reason deep blue sea is on my television. personally i think its an utterly hilarious movie, and i rather enjoy the shape of mr. cool james' head, but yanette insists that its terrifying ( Read more... )

ah, i am an idiot, and ridiculously hyper. how was everyone's christmases? not that an intelligent person would actually believe that jesus was born on the twenty fifth of december, but i digress. mis abuelos got me an ipod, and damn, i have been musicking for HOURS. of course, i wanted a twenty gig creative zen, because i thought ipods were the ( Read more... )

never replace the milk in cheerios and milk with mountain dew. i mean, i ate half the bowl, cause i didn't want it to go to waste, but trust me. you'll die a little inside with each bite.

school starts in a little less than three hours. guess who hasn't been sleeping. someone who is incredibly not looking forward to what lies within those next few hours. but, that's just life, i suppose.

Helminthophobia - Fear of being infested with worms ( Read more... )

i had a dream this morning that i invented a new religion which involved loads and loads of play-doh.

i made this new icon with a picture i took of a gas mask in the army/navy surplus store.
drew a picture of atlas, holding a world falling apart. it's pretty cool.

oslo in the summertime, pakistani children play, locked inside the courtyard all

i'm writing a new story. i'm just not sure what it's going to be about ( Read more... )

you know you vant to...
because muzac is your life, ja?

[kira, i'm counting on you to get most of these]

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we will need something to remind us of all the sweetness that has passed through us
(fresh sangria and lemon tea).