Sooo, as it turns out, my lease is up on June 30th, which I had thought to be up somewhere in August. Oops. Blake is leaving to Germany as soon as July 1st, and I haven't got anywhere else lined up. Basically, I'm a little fucked... in a big way. I very picky when it comes to searching for a new place, that and without wheels, it makes it a bit ( Read more... )

I MISS YOU!!! WAH!!!

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So, I am pretty much through with everything. Lindsay will probably be a thing of the past within the next few days, and everything else is going downhill for the most part, and it is my fault, because I am a fucking retard. I've basically lived my life by simply bouncing from one mistake to another, hurting myself and others along the way. Great ( Read more... )

Regardless of what takes place, and the days that pass, and what words are exchanged, I can't help but wonder if she really does want me. Whether she does intend to wait all the time it will take till we can see each other, or if she'll just get bored waiting for me and drop me. Her words are so inspiring, sweet, and seemingly full of heart, but I' ( Read more... )

Nothing makes much sense anymore, and I am torn between that which I don't even know if I will ever have. I pretty much hate this shit.

I see my reflection in a million eyes
Though none are looking at me
Even after the same number of tries
I'm never what they wanted to see

Randy!!

So, as I had mentioned in my last blog, most of my plane trips turn out to be utterly pointless, wasting time, money, and sometimes dignity, and this one did it's very best to be part of the majority, and succeeded with flying colors. If it hadn't been for the amazing weather, and the simple fact that I didn't have to work for a week, then one ( Read more... )

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So, on Tuesday of this coming week, I get to go pay up the last of my move in fee for my new place, which is $714, and then I will get keys and all that jazz. My roommate and I still need to get the electricity all set up, and maybe start packing. Haha. I figure there's no point, since the following day, I will be flying out to San Diego to ( Read more... )

Wow, I was surprised to see any comments on my last post, so much so that I decided to make a new one! WHOA! Haha. So, I am pretty excited about moving out here soon... Which was originally set for the end of June, early July, but if we (my girlfriend's best friend's boyfriend and myself) can find a good place before then, I am more than ready to ( Read more... )

So, I haven't been on this thing in quite some time, mainly because of the whole Myspace craze, that I inadvertently got sucked into. Perhaps I'll start posting on here again... And perhaps I should try and expand my friend base beyond four people, one of which being my ex fiance who no longer uses hers. Bleh. Perhaps ( Read more... )

Brain waves distort the unyielding images ( Read more... )