i fucking hate life right now. so fucking much. fuck everything.

my kitty doesn't let molly touch me. it's adorable.

hey you know what? FUCK YOU TOO

i am the patron saint of lost causes

so monday night i was in the hospital cuz i had kidney stones, and during the catscan it shows i have a gallstone too which may or may not need to be removed. kidney stones hurt more than anything ever. and this morning i woke up an i coughed up blood. i'll be dead in like a year probably. ha. ps. girls are still stupid and ruin my life. haaaaa!

i never sleep. i never dream. i make girls love me even though i dont care about them. i drink too much. im always busy. my car is broken. i'm broke. what am i doing with my life?

i love it. i have the best friends ever. though i miss some

how come no one told me you can't play with hearts like this?

i got fired today. wooooooooooooooooooooo

so it's 10 of 7, and i should still be in bed for another 25 minutes. but no. my brain wouldn't shut off last night and i couldn't sleep at all. then some people came over and chilled, so i figured i'd be tired after that. nope. wide awake. so i sat in my room all night, watched dont be a menace like twice and wrote two new songs, and smoked too ( Read more... )

i think i've lost the ability to have real feelings for any girl...

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