i hate you for you're decisions. i hate you for lying. i hate you for walking all over me. i hate you for being so good to me. i hate you for breaking my heart. i hate me for putting up with all of you. walk all over me please?

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what an insane last 2 weeks. i'm drained. ugh.

one time...this girl ripped my heart out of my chest. it doesnt feel good. yet i'm kinda used to it. maybe i'll make a permanant hole so it stops being so painful.

the nights have been nothing short of spectacular. the days i can't say the same. our pictures are on return to the pit. pretty amped about that. things i'm not amped about- my parents lower floor getting destroyed by water, my sister having melanoma, my dad falling and possibly going to go back for surgery, my sidekick getting doused in water, my ( Read more... )

we had fun in the city. i have some much needed time off. it's amazing. i'm happy. i'm going to clean and paint tomorrow. that's manditory. ha. the gfb house needs some tlc.

fuck you for being the sketchiest mother fucker i've ever met. you're lucky i haven't beat you senseless yet. and i did say yet.

HOLY CRAP DID WE THROW THE BEST PARTY!

tonight was just plain awesome.

i dont even know what to think. but right now, as it stands im kinda pissed, kinda confused, and kinda disrespected.

ive been nothing but out in the open about something to you, and youve done nothing but hide something from me. grow up.