you said you love me ( Read more... )

Every time I write in hear it’s because I am upset ( Read more... )

rescue me from this hell I'm in.
Its like I'm in a box that i cant get out of.
take my hand.
you make me so happy when I'm around you.
we fight but id rather fight with you then make love to anyone else.
I can't stop thinking about everything we've been through.
You've been there through so many milestones in my life.
Two big ones.
Graduating high school.
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go figure since i wrote the enttry before about us doing better you break up with me.

MY LIFE SUCKS

dear boy,

wow weve been through a lot.
i thought we would never get through that hardship.
but we managed.
im happy again.
its a miracle for me.
i never thought id be this happy.
im so glad that your mine again.
you put such a big smile on my face.
please dont leave me.
because this time i wont make it.

love, girl

thats what you always say ( Read more... )

i went to the movies with my best friend.
i came home.
ate chicken.
then when on a date.
with a fabulous boy.
the end.

when i was coming back from south carolina.
there was a lot of turbulence.
i wish it would have mad the plane fucking crash.
then i wouldnt have to come back to your bullshit.

things have been going good recently ( Read more... )

fun shit has happened.
ryan doesnt know if he loves me.
wahooo!
so fuck this.
im done.
i want a new boy.
im sick of this shit.
anyway.
im up and looking.
so boys.
fresh meat.
come and get me!