i am feeling a little better today...although, i do feel a cold coming on...or it could be i stayed up too late last night. my roommate and i headed over to ben's to feed creamy because benjamin is away for the weekend. maile, my roommate, feel in love with creamy....of course she would, he is the most wonderful kitty ever! and i am not just ( Read more... )

i feel really crappy today.

It seems like everyone is gone for the weekend....I guess that is good because I will have time to actually focus on my work.....I hope I can handle this....

So last night Ben asked me to move back in with him....I just moved into my new place! Oh and this one place that I wanted to live in is now available to rent and the roommate emailed me asking me to move in...That place is only $650 a month as opposed to the $725 I am paying now. Things always happen too late. But Ben and I are doing well, and ( Read more... )

I don't feel right....yesterday my grandma passed away,....it has just now hit me...and I can't go to class....I didn't really know her, but I still am upset....I am worried for my dad....I don't feel like I am doing well at all this semester. I don't feel like I am putting enough effort into it. I feel like I suck....oi, depressing day.

So I am at school right now...just got out of class...for some reason I really do not feel like going home yet. It's too cold to walk to the BART. I have been so lazy with my school work. There are a million things I should be doing, but I don't. Oi...I need to stop procrasting...I have been with Ben a lot...that is it. I haven't really stayed ( Read more... )

so i moved my boxes into my apartment....it smelled like cat pee in there...i'm worried about that...i gotta talk to my roommate about that...i need a bed though. i'm probably gonna get a crappy one tonight...oh well, i am poor, super poor. and my grandma is really sick. the doctors said there is not much they can do for her anymore, but just ( Read more... )

i am wearing flip flops and a tank top today...that is how wonderful it is...ben spent the night, paala didn't approve...last night we got food and drinks in berkeley, walked around, laughed, talked, had fun...today we woke up late....walked around oakland a lot....now he is off to school....it is really lovely being with him, i hope it stays that ( Read more... )

i am so confused...ben and i keep going through this cycle where we are together and then we're not...but now we are?? who knows...we spent the day together. i went over to his house at like 8:30am to pick up creamy, but then i felt like shit, and we took a nap together. then we went near the bay and had lunch...then layed down near a claus ( Read more... )

so i have to write this dream down. i'm trying to remember my dreams...anyhow ( Read more... )