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thoughts
i feel like i'm thinking of everything too damn much. I feel like all my thoughts about this cancer shit is just swirling down and i can't deal with this anymore. There is so much shit to do and i am going to be putting my body through hell ( Read more... ) -
Update
Welp folks my chemo starts on Monday the 18th. YIKERS. Anyway i am trying to keep all my social sites updated with what happens. Honestly i am just tired and i want this to be over and done with. Can't i just sleep through all of it. Just let the world function with me blissfully unaware. *sighs* Sorry i'm just frustrated. I really hate this. It ( Read more... ) -
Well i might as well make a recent post
Ok Hi LJ....i realize we left off on the bad foot...tumblr had taken over my life but i promise i'll make room for you now. Um...what is new...Uh i was about over two weeks ago diagnosed with a very rare form of uterine cancer. It's really rare for people of my age. Almost two weeks ago i had to get my uterus and all the trimmings (except my ( Read more... ) -
Panicky....
I'm running out of places to hide on the internet. My friends and family are finding me on other websites where i used to post what i felt, now i need to sugar coat things...shit. -
Dear livejournal
I realize i have been ignoring you and i am sorry but blame tumblr because that is distracting lol. Ummm....so yeah, nothing super interesting going on in my life...what else is new...lol...just chilling out. Just got over from being sick and stuff so yeah lmao -
Holy grilled cheesus
I'm still alive lol letting you know that lmao. -
Random
Hello, i'm alive lol just givin you a heads up that i'm still around, nothing really new to report but yeah lmao hi -
Sad day
I just found out the woman that saved my life one night in an anxiety chat room passed away two weeks ago. i didn't even get to thank her properly..... -
Pondering Pondora from pondertown...and so was my mom
Haha doctor who joke in the title, virtual cupcake to anyone who can guess where i got the inspiration from ( Read more... )