Some much has changed in the last year... yeah i know i say that every time i write here but its true. I really don't hangout with any of the girls i went to high school with anymore... but oh well. they've moved on i guess i should too, but in actuality they weren't ever really my friends anyways. I moved home and am now going to UofL which of ( Read more... )

i'm SO ready to try new things!!

School's almost over, at the same time that i am so excited no more classes and i get to go home and spend time with matthew WHENEVER I WANT btw lol, i'm sad because i'm going to miss all my friends that i have made over the past year! I know i will be able to see them when summer is over but i hate change and i don't want anyone to change ya know ( Read more... )

Things are finally good in my life i'm over the bullshit.... that is all.

So i pretty much have to say that i have the BEST BOYFRIEND... in the ENTIRE WORLD!! He loves me more than i've ever been loved before. Why ever set out to find Mr. Right when he's right in front of me? I've realized that i don't treat him with the respect that he deserves, and some how he always still loves me. I'm lucky. I'm really lucky. I don't ( Read more... )

So i'm sitting in my geography class as we speak and i'm bored out of my mind! And then a topic comes to mind: Relationships.

I remember a while back when i was single and jealous of everyone who had a significant other and i was just here. I honestly prayed every night and/ or everytime it turned 11:11 i made a wish that i would soon find ( Read more... )

The Paradox Of Our Times
  by George Carlin

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers; wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less; we buy more, but enjoy it less. We have bigger houses and smaller families; more conveniences, but less time; we have more degrees, but less sense ( Read more... )

I think it's funny thinking about the phases that a first time college student goes through.  For the most part every first timer goes through pretty much the same thing.

Phase 1: Excitement, Joy, a Feeling of Freedom!!
-NO PARENTS!!
-No rules
-Can stay out as late as you want, go to bed whenever you want!

Phase 2: party, Party, PARTY, and PARTY some ( Read more... )

Step One: Keeping in touch with the ones that TRULY love you ( Read more... )

reality has pretty much become numb to me, it's intwined into my brain but i don't feel anything anymore. I will no longer get upset about the phone calls not returned or the "i'm doing more important things than you" aspects from others. What was once frusterating to me is now dead to me. i'm tired of going out of my way for others with no ( Read more... )