so i got my wisdom teeth taken out on friday, and it fucking sucked balls. my face is still swollen three days later but to make me feel better justin took me to little five today and we bought a hookah. of course he's off to find pot now so we can smoke out of it. for some reason it just doesnt feel like summer, maybe because last summer was ( Read more... )

well, where do i begin? i havent written in this thing in so long. umm, i never got to go to snellville because i have an appointment to get my wisdom teeth taken out tomorrow. my life is boring, lauren is still a slut, i called her for justin and she was fucking some guy. i'm getting mad so im going to stop here.

im a lobster!!!!

so summer is finally here, justin and i are still together, i do have a job and a car and justins getting his own place soon. i guess things are going really good, im satisfied. oh yeah, and i still have john as my best buddy, so what else do i need. well im going back to the doctor which really scares the shit out of me but hopefully ill ( Read more... )

PROM.......
I AM NOT SUPERFICIAL, FUCKING BLONDES.

have you ever been really depressed? i mean depressed, maybe im not as light-hearted as i thought. the days are dragging on. im trying my god damndist to be who justin wants me to be. but its hard when everything he wants is everything i will never be. he has so much ahead of him and ill still be in high school. will he still want me, will he ( Read more... )

oh my fucknig god, im dieing. i ate a bunch of acid last night at stones house and got in a fight with brittnie. i dont know how it happened but i suddenly woke up with a killer fucking virus. i just got done watching kill bill, justin fell asleep in the middle of it, and i think im going to go to sleep to, if i can breath. i hate being sick ( Read more... )

damn florida was so beautiful, and fun even though i got shit on by a seagull! but now im back in dawsonville, back in school(not that i went today or anything) back to d-ville drama! oh, i missed johnny the most! kathryn what the fuck? give me a response! i love you, and allin, not that he ever talks to me! ive gotta go im at band practice ( Read more... )

AND YES IT IS FINALLY TRUE, I AM GOING TO A PERFECT CIRCLE! i'm so fucking happy! not to mention im going to the beach in three days, and allins in a week! spring break is going to be fucking awesome this year, i cant wait! well slipknot is saturday night, and i got my slutty metal-chick outfit! justin hates it, which makes it even better! ( Read more... )

i cant believe its been almost a month since ive wrote in this thing! another month another concert. april is slipknot, fearfactory, and chimaira. may is a perfect circle! and i have to go buy tickets for blink 182! oh yeah, and theres a bomb ass show that includes korn, linkin park, the used, and snoop dog! im so there also! god i love the ( Read more... )