so the day has finally arrived, i'm on my way to see afi. its weird though, i look out my living room window and see mormons car, and i wonder where things are going to go from here. i mean we're all growing up, we're all moving in different directions. soon we wont even remember memories that are big to us now, we wont remember anything. we're ( Read more... )

im bored and tired. im trying to think of something to write about, but i really have nothing. my boyfriend sucks, blah, blah, blah, at least we didnt have school today! my boyfriend sucks, but i really do love him, so much! i've often thought about weather or not justin ever reads this, but i dont really care either way. why should i? he ( Read more... )

okay, where do i start? well i guess ill start from the beginning. i went to see jon munda on saturday and i dropped britnie off at the mall because munda didnt want to see her. well while justin and i were at mundas, britnie went to jessicas (savages g-friend) work and told her something is going on between me and munda. not only that but she ( Read more... )

so yes it is true, john and i made up, and so what if it puts me at ease a little? i need a good stress reliever every now and then. who doesnt? johns a good person, he just has a lot to learn. shit, i probably have more to learn than he does, but its nice to know im not the only one. ELIZABETH i was all about coming to see you and kathryn ( Read more... )

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well i'm still at home, still bored, and still a piece of shit. things dont change in dawsonville, (go figure). well deftones is eating my heart right now, im getting more pitiful. maybe its because justin hasnt called me all night, well never mind, i just called him and hes fucking sleeping. sleeping when i need to talk to him, what the fuck ( Read more... )

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so i went to hang out with brittany and i didnt eat a roll, but her and jennifer did and they were really fucked up they were in the bed with john cain and dustin (who werent rolling). but despite all the fucked up madness that was going on, i found out justin wasnt hanging out with john, john was at toms with his new girlfriend katie. so where ( Read more... )

god damn it's finally here. of course justins off to hang out with john, and im off to hang out with brittany and jennifer. and speaking of john what the fuck is up with the X's on his hands? what the fuck john, what did you say about the x's on your hands huh? what the fuck did you say? whatever have fun with your tight pants gloves on your ( Read more... )

first, justin go suck a fat cock, cuz im not going anywhere near yours anymore. yesterday i threw justin a condom, and he said what is this for? i said, i told you if you were going to fuck other bitches use a condom. everyone acts like they saw this coming from miles away, well i didnt. justin swears to the holy grave that he hasnt done ( Read more... )