Grandpa isn't doing too well, the world might end today, watch out for flying cows and any other apocalyptic signals.

Something's off in my world today. I don't know what it is. I just feel distant. I used to love Thursdays, but now they're unlucky I think.

There are no gradual steps, only nights that cause amends for however long they last. Strange. Superficial? I don't know anymore, you would think so. This weekend was a good one, a long one with amends and girls night and the party bus. Oh God, and Moes. Damn, it was a good weekend. Sunday night was a little drama filled, but I guess you can just ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like the weak one. And it sucks to be a control-freak and feel that I have no control over what I feel or think.

It really fucking sucks that you can't control who you're attracted to. This problem would have been fixed a while ago.

Did I ever tell you the story of me breaking up with Brandon is 8th grade because he shaved his head bald for a bet? Yeahhh, for like 3 months his family called me "the girl who broke up with you for shaving your head". It's good to be nameless.

Random moment, fin!

Abused, battered, and torn. I've left this HTML laden beast to lay dormant for too long. And it's not like nothing fun has been happening... it just seems that when you go through a good part in your life, you just don't want to write it down 24-7. That's why I suck at journals ( Read more... )

It was so nice to have an out and get to spend time with the most important people that Tallahassee has, Brandon and Saige. But, alas, I was home sick as a mother fucker and now I'm content to be home. And excited about Garden State and the girls ( Read more... )

It kind of sucks that I can't escape my mom's childish antics, even when I am out of town. She called me last night, and apparently a lot of drama went down. "You need to find out about school up there, you can't come back here." Blah, blah, blah. I swore to her that I wouldn't treat her like shit if she didn't throw her emotional baggage all over ( Read more... )

So I left my phone on the golf course. Oh, yes, I did. I recovered it, thanks to quick and agile thinking on the part of the person who found it to call back Sextorian, pronto.

Last night was a good night. I had a lot of fun and spent time with a lot of cool people. It was weird having someone take care of me. I'm normally the one who takes care ( Read more... )

I wonder if Erikson knows that the conflict of adolescence should really be Monotony vs. Nonmonotony. Pyschosocial bullshit. Blah ( Read more... )

The past couple of weeks I've been a little sad. It's starting to get better now. And I have my girls to attribute most of it to, the getting better. I'm beginning to realize that it's good to have a structure to collapse on when you feel like you can't stand up any longer. And it's good to know that we can also attribute this "funk" to PMS. Yaaay ( Read more... )