I forgot how it felt to be pushed to my physical limit: nauseaus, face burning, heart pounding, legs completely numb. Damn, I missed that. It's good to listen to music when you're running and then when a good part of the song comes you can run faster or when you think about something and you get mad, just run harder.

Haha, just do it.

I did it.

( so old )

We are all so self-important, so self-riteous. Sometimes I consciously try to not be so caught up in myself, but it happens subconsciously. I'd love to be a person who was selfless and who cared for others more than I care about myself, but deep down everyone is human. And on the inner layer of the folds of a human is pure ugliness ( Read more... )

It's a little bit of a relief to not feel the burden of a thousand burdens in the form of one person ( Read more... )

I repeat: I can see right through him and he's so fucking ugly ( Read more... )

Harry Potter didn't work out. He left. I ended up not being with the girls, like a bitch.

My hands still smell like him.

I'm so fucking dumb.

Eight hours of driving to appreciate Tallahassee for four. Crazy cousin Robby pulls into the driveway in his rusty, rumbling camper, with Lard, the mixed pit bull entow. Aunt Cheryl, who sneezes sound like a spatting cat, mouthes off the entire meal about insurance claims in Punta Gorda. My only savior? Randomly feeling on my mom's hair. I think ( Read more... )

I just went through my Brandon box. I forgot about all of the shit we went through together. We grew up together... for four years. Damn, I'm feeling a little nostalgic about everything. I miss being around people that I have history with. It's so good to have a history and someone that I know loved me. I hope that next time I go to Tallahassee I ( Read more... )

On the first day of Thanksgiving Robin gave to school... no ER, no PHCC paper, no calc homework, no francais project. So rebellious, yet so stupid.

Last night was good. So was waking up this morning. We heard Tom Petty on the way to school, hence it was a good day. I feel pretty crappy for lying to mom again after our long talk viscous with ( Read more... )

I really think that sex would resolve this ( Read more... )