mmk so i lost a bet and will now be myspace free for seventeen days ( Read more... )

lately, i feel mean.
it's wierd
because i shouldn't feel mean
when people are being bitchy at me,
i am only responding accordingly.
i guess i'm just too used to being nice.
ha.

almost every day
i get reminders about how a year from now
i'm hoping to be in new york
and how hard it will be to leave home
and how maybe i shouldn't leave at all.
:///

( ohh you have no idea )

my brother cracks me up..

"i wish every band in the world got popular
so that all the emo people would die."

but i love my emo friend(s).
:)

i hate when i underestimate my friends.

so it's 2:30 am,
i've been hone since about 11,
and i have no desire to go to bed.
it's wierd.

arggg. have a good weekend kids.

today my brother mentioned how wierd it's going to be
next year and onward, when i am away at school
and no longer living here.
i asked him if he meant wierd in a good or bad way
and he said both
but mostly bad.
it's kind of cool knowing i'll be missed.

sometimes, i just want to yell at my mother
DO YOU REALIZE HOW MUCH YOU SUCK AT BEING A MOM??!
(she hates any phrase involving the word 'suck')
but then i think to myself
she can't help it. it's just the way she is.
but it's still lame/frustrating/hard.

yeah well, happy november.

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