How could I possibly miss you? I swore I never would. And you, it's like you never happened. I can't even remember you ( Read more... )

Yeah, I made the right decision. I just can't even see it. It still bothers me and it still makes my guts churn and my chest tight. I've been down again, I hope these pills will help. I feel like I'm sinking and I'm so tired of swimming ( Read more... )

Sometimes my heart hurts, and I'm not even sure why. I need to be nicer to myself. It's sad that I have to remind myself of that. I'm trying to fit into this mold of myself that doesn't exist anymore. It's hard to know what I want, let alone how to get it. I miss my pills, it just softened everything for a bit. Gave me some time to heal. And I have ( Read more... )

Believe me Natalie, listen Natalie ( Read more... )

Things have been going well. Remarkably well. I like living alone, I've been close to happy and even a few times really genuinely happy. I know this is because of the hard work that I've put in, but it's because of circumstances as well. I've become more independent, more stable. The things you wanted to find in someone else. Well I hope you do, in ( Read more... )

Three months later and I'm sure you're over it. Glad to be rid of me. A little guilty perhaps, maybe some wistful memories. But ultimately happier. And to me it still feels like the moment I knew you didn't love me anymore. Nothing has faded, my pain hasn't eased ( Read more... )

Quick kid quick, so harsh and cynical ( Read more... )

Fitter, happier, more productive, comfortable, not drinking too much ( Read more... )

I smiled a real smile today for the first time in months. It wasn't about anything amazing. Just simple stuff. But something I haven't been able to feel in a long time ( Read more... )

I hate this. And I don't want it. And I hate that you made this decision for me. And you have NO way of knowing if this is "for the best". I stood by you during some dark times. And now that I'm in the dark, where are you ( Read more... )