yeah. i don't really feel like saying junk. sooo. here's a thing i wrote. it's not too well done. but whatev'.

oh it's so simply complex
complex in their minds
that aren't made up yet lack doubt
with her heart in her hands
she surrenders & offers it to him.
the girl belongs to him, completely & totally.
from the starts, they felt a
different notion in ( Read more... )

GR. so hey. uhm. i'm venting. so you left her a comment on her UGLY short hair. not to mention is makes her look even morrrrrrre haggard. uck. i don't know how you could like someone like that. so it just pisses me off real bad that you leave nice comments to her. seriously. if you want to make me happy. don't say nice things to her. think them. ( Read more... )

hey there. uhm. so today i started to paint my room. i'm really excited about it, & can't wait to finish it. it's going to be light blue & white mainly. with other accent colors obviously. uhm. i don't really have much to say, i'm sorry. i'm kind of content, & just quiet right now. my dad wrote to me, finally. i'm really glad that we're talking for ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in a while. i apologize. psh. not really. no one reads this. but it's okay. i haven't been writing in my journal as much lately. so i guess i'll vent on here. of the nonsense. uhm. nothing has changed. uhm. i go to school. come home. go to practice. that's about it. next week high school starts. i'm not really sure what to think ( Read more... )

uh. so my day was boring? i went to english. talked. went to biology, that was actually kind of fun. going outside. although it was freeezing. geometry we had a test. which was WICKED easy. at least i thought so. becuase it was pretty much the same thing as our homework. than i had history which wasn't all that bad today. although i almost fell ( Read more... )

yay. so i got a new layout. i'm kind of in love with it. not really too sure why. but i'm really cold right now also. so uhmm. today i kind of had a bad day. well it wasn't bad, but i wasn't good. uhm french was really boring. than engineering was NOT good today. it was depressing. i really enjoy this rain. even though it is on the chilly side, i  ( Read more... )

HEY. what is up. today was a bad day just becuase i'm kind of sick. & it sucks. i can't even BADLY sing. it just sounds more pathetic than usual. so uhm. YEAH. i did my brochure for french, which took about five hours. but might i add, it KICKS ASS. yeah. go me. so uhm. i <3 life as of right now. but tomorrow i have to do my term paper. so uhm. i ( Read more... )

( so i don't really like this person, although i don't really know them. )

so i'm not too sure why i'm updating. but it's alright. so this weekend was fabulous. lex & i have been getting close again. & i couldn't have asked for more. i finally have a real best friend that i can trust & can trust me. i adore her. & not only are we close, but we have sooo many, countless number of memories from our past. from me falling ( Read more... )

( you shouldn't use songs to show how you feel. but i don't know how to go about it any other way anymore. )