Got up this morning
I believe the break of day
Just hugging the pillows
Where my baby used to lay

I'm in no condition to be dating anyone.

I feel so shameful and guilty

I'm back

What a merry christmas

"I read about the afterlife, but I never really lived"

Well I lived this weekend. Some of it shouldn't have happened, but everything else was amazing.

So I'm back for another ANGRY entry ( Read more... )

So I just bought the new HelloGoodbye CD and it's pissing me off. All he is talking about is love. Where are the dancing hotdogs? Where are the silly lyrics? Where are the Zombies! Aliens! Vampires! Dinosaurs!??? Maybe I'm just bitter ( Read more... )

Oh god. I'm back. What is this... 4 times in a month? I'm on a roll ( Read more... )

So two days ago I thought I was fine but now I'm kinda not. It's not about Mike this time though. I dunno. Last night I got this sick feeling of melancholy for no reason and I just got so appathetic. I started snipping at a friend that I shouldn't have and like it turned into this big thing where I got upset at him (not with him you know?). I don't ( Read more... )

So the 8th was two months for one of the biggest step I ever took in my life ( Read more... )

Well it's been almost a month ( Read more... )

So even though I know Kristy is the only one who reads this I think I'm going to bitch. Wait let me rephrase that. Since I'm glad no one but Kristy reads this I'm going to let things flow a little. It's more private this way ( Read more... )