So I watched a program about pigs the other day on animal planet. Not sure what the point of it was, it started out being about the way that truffles are found and why they are so expensive....French farmers use 'truffle pigs' to locate these truffles that cam sell for upwards of $1000/kg. Then it showed other pigs who are I guess ham pigs, raised ( Read more... )

I'm getting so frustrated with my lack of motivation. I'll be motivated to workout and lose weight for about a week and a half and then something will happen and I'll go downhill. Usually when we stay at Cory's parents I end up eating horribly. I have zero will power. Zero. I've come down to about 138 ish...that's what it balances out to when I've ( Read more... )

Kate has a brain tumor. They'll know more today but holy crap. A fucking brain tumor. She's only 24. We're refering to it as a pimple because tumor sounds so final. I bawled when she told me, which meant that she started crying. I feel selfish for getting so upset and tried to cover it as best as possible but holy shit, oneof my est friends has a ( Read more... )

So I started this little eating healthy/freaking out about being a Maid (matron:P) of Honor last monday and thus far have lost 3 1/2 pounds. I figure that although its healthy to lose 1-2 pounds, that's an average and so my 3.5 pounds, when averaged with the weeks that I am sure will come when I don't lose any, is still healthy. I haven't been ( Read more... )

Todays a cleaning day for me. Cory's father comes tomorrow so even though I just cleaned the house on Wed/Thrus. lastweek. I should have left it! So I have my bedroom cleaned I just have to finish washing the windows. The bathroom is done, the shower and bathtub scrubbed, toilet scrubbed, under the sink and medicine chest organized and floors ( Read more... )

Ben is still sleeping....I should have napped. I got my letter written to Helen and cleaned the pump. My list for the rest of the day goes something like ( Read more... )

Well, Ben slept in his crib all night. What a transition, harder on me than him I think! I nursed him twice through the night which is basically the same as our normal nursing routine when he was in bed with me. I missed him a lot and am super tired this morning because I watched the monitor instead of sleeping. At one point, around 2 am I woke up ( Read more... )

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I'm going to try and get Ben out for a walk tomorrow. I'm going to try to follor the walking trail as close to Melissa ave as I can so I can (hopefully) drop of Cory's mask to the sleep apnia place. Hopefully Ben cooperates. I know this is a weird motivator but I worn't see a good friend of mine till the end of Octover or even early November so I ( Read more... )