The dead will walk the earth. Or, when there is no more room on myspace, the lost will turn to livejournal.I have come to a point in my life where I am happy being single. I can look back at all that pain I faced last year, and feel nothing more than indigestion. What I really want now, is to look into my future and JUST see ME. I don't want to ( Read more... )

All the time. I am looking over old entries and my descriptions are miraculous. I wish that I could see the world the same way I used to. It was beautiful, I think.

Okay, so The Crucible is upcoming...so try to make it on one of these dates.

November 2nd : 8pm.
November 3rd : 8pm
November 4th: 2pm
November 5th: 2pm
November 9th: 8pm
November 10th:8pm
November 11th: 2pm & 8pm
November 12th:2pm

If you need tickets, let me know. I guess they tend to sell out
(209)818-1039

Today we all prayed for rain ( Read more... )

I'm two blocks from work when I almost hit a cop. Walking. Not a walking cop, I am walking. He pulls in front of me and screeches to a stop, almost on my toes. I stand there, thinking about my poor toes. I know they aren't run over but I can't help feeling that they've been scared out of a year of their life. The cop climbs out, slamming his door ( Read more... )

I am dancing to a chicken song. For some reason I think it's actually chickens, b'gawking in rhythm, and then I realize it's just my mom's ringtone. Her crazy chicken phone wakes me up at 6:30 in the morning. I smile stupidly because I am still mostly asleep and this seems like the proper reaction ( Read more... )

The radio sounds really good to me as we are driving home from the movies. In the back seat, I lean my head towards the speaker. Pulling my sweatshirt around me, I close my eyes ( Read more... )

I am currently obsessed with Damien Rice. At least for the next half an hour. Also, watch the movie Closer. Yes ( Read more... )

I have decided to help myself out. I am not going to go online, unless it is school-related, for the next week. That means, no signing on to AIM, no myspace, no livejournal, no blogging at all. I have gotten to the point where I am checking each about five times a day. A little ridiculous, no ( Read more... )

I am really starting to not like being here. I can't feel anything anymore. I don't care if I hurt peoples feelings and I dont care if I hurt myself. Like the song says, you bleed just to know you are alive. I surround myself with people and then retreat and ignore them. No reason to be close to anyone. I haven't wanted to write, I dont want to ( Read more... )