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i had people come over on sat. it was crazy. iv met so many people in the past week its just crazy. people i never thought i would talk to i have been hanging out with. I love it. im not just friends with one group anymore its a whole mix. i know a lot of the mexicans and i never thought they would be so nice. people surprise you i guess. i cant ( Read more... )

i went to open house tonight.i was kinda upset becuase dani went up to kacie and was liek why are you talking about me and wes and i wasnt even supposed to tell dani about it and i felt stupid becuase kacie is my friend and i think dani forgets that sometimes.anyways there is this guy that i ahve liked since last year and he looks really good this ( Read more... )

im so upset tonight. Matt was my first love. and i still want to try and be friends with him and he says we are but how can you be friends with somone who doesnt talk to you? all i want is to hangout with him and to tlak to him but when we tlak he seems like he doesnt care and he doesnt want to tlak to me.i know its my fault we broke up and i know ( Read more... )

today was kinda cool. dani and i hung out for a long while and we got to talk about a lot of things. we made friend with the gasstation guy and we became the new gas station bums. haha. we made some guy got get us burritos becuase we were to lazy to walk im surprised he actually did it i have never seen himbefore in my life. people are just so nice ( Read more... )

i went to tucson for a week and a half i think. it was kinda gay but i got some money and spent it all on stupid shit.anyways zaks phone has been turned off im kinda gald becuase he doesnt call or text me or ashley and its easyier to forget about him. well im back to gay ass gilbert and last night alicia and kacey and i went to this kid codys house ( Read more... )

Well he did come over and he left. neat story. we dont talk anymore. which is good. well anyways last night i hung out with kasey and alicia. I tried coke for the first time. i ended up doing 3 lines. and then they did some. like lter on i ran into dani at the movies and she told us about a party and this this guy B called and said to go to the ( Read more... )

last night was good. i mean we talked and everythign and he wanted to come over and all that. i thought we would get back together. but this morning ashley forward a message from zak saying "tell cyd i have a new gf." it was shocker. it was kinda funny becuase i went threw like different phases this morning about it.liek at first i was shocked. ( Read more... )

Today kinda sucked. liek this morning started off with me crying form being sick. then i took for day quils and i got really hyper and i felt so good. and now im feeling kinda depressed. fuck i wish i could just tell him what i wanted but i want him to feel the same way. why does he have to be so difficult. when we talk it seems like he doesnt want ( Read more... )

I went to tucson with caroline and zak and i broke up. i was really sad becuase of what had happened and i started talking to this guy and we ended having sex. 4 times. and ashley told zak and i wish i could have been the one to tell him. i mean it would have been better if it came from me. but yeah so caroline got mad at me long story short i ( Read more... )