I definately woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning. Lying in bed I was fine, planned to do a lot of cleaning, wasn't miserable about it or anything, was gonna hang with Amy and then go to the stables. Then I stood up. Lost all motivation, found out that I have to go to the dentist today, realized I have NO clothes for tomorrow nights ( Read more... )

Today was absolutely lovely!!! I am giving credit to the lucky guitar pick!! What ever it was, yay!

We ended midterms, with the exception of Spanish, which I'm taking Thursday instead, but simple. And even after yesterday's disaster of exams, I think I did well on todays. Its a good thing too, I really need to keep my grades up. Soccer is gonna be ( Read more... )

I scream silently for something more ( Read more... )

This little light of mine

I wish I could say that I'm done crying, but I know that would be a lie. I've been wearing contacts, just in case I cry in school. Gotta love the old "Oh, no, my contacts are bothering me" excuse. Yeah, its always something fake. And today I found my voice again, both litterally and figuratively, so I started singing again ( Read more... )

I went to bed last night with a 100.7 fever. Not bad. Couldn't sleep though. Can't decide if I'm hot or cold, so I squirm a lot. So sleep was near impossible last night. I wake up "for good" at 10, take my temp, 102.5. Not so good, not at all. We call the doctor and he doesn't get back to us for 2 hours. 2 hours. Do you know how much worse I could ( Read more... )

So, its New Years Eve, and looking back I wonder how I became this girl. Well, no, I don't wonder how, I know how, I just can't believe how much I've changed, and who I've changed into. If you had told me then that I would be in love with who I am, if you had told me I was juggling high school, college and finding a job, if you had told me my ( Read more... )

And all I want is him ( Read more... )

I've never been more scared in my life. Not when I almost drown, not when I almost got kidnapped, not even while I slept. I now have a new fear. A fear of people hanging up on me, and me never getting to hear from them again. And I was too scared to cry. Too scared to shake. Too scared to yell, or call someone, or make peace with myself. I worried ( Read more... )

Half Truth: I'm mad at you because you ripped my heart out, not because you ate silicon. You knew what would happen if you did it, I had told you quite clearly I would not speak to you again. You did it any way and laughed in my face as you did it. You mocked me as you tore open my chest and ripped out my heart. Your eyes looked in to mine, saying ( Read more... )

Woke up to a chilly breeze fluttering through my window, at 7:30 in the morning. Still comatose, I wrap my new Emily the Strange fleecy over my head so that my feet stick out. When they are frozen, at 8, I wake up, finally. Scooch up in bed and peer out the two inches of window I can see under the curtain. "Oh my god! What is that huge ball of ( Read more... )