Ok well i have not written on here since Paulie wow!!!! a lot has happened since then. i was going out with Amandahs bro for all of a week till he called it off and then later did i find out that he was using me to get his old gf back. so that kinda stuffed up my friendship with amandah, but now we are back on track and best buddies again.her bro ( Read more... )

Ok so I am off to the snow in a week!! Can’t wait! We leave on Wednesday 2nd August and get back the following Wednesday. Mandah Dave and I are going. We are staying with Mandah’s dad and I’m sure getting absolutely trashed and well I think that I might have to get completely wasted to….I  mean I haven’t been for a long long time. So what better ( Read more... )

Black Fingernails, Red Wine

Black fingernails, red wine
I wanna make you, all mine
A lot of people, under ground
You wanna get there
You gotta go straight down

o-oh o-oh, straight down
o-oh o-oh

There’s a culture, everywhere
Smoke clouds, hang in the air
So loud, can’t hear you talk
You and I
Should take a walk downtown

o-oh o-oh, straight down
o ( Read more... )

IM GOING TO THE SNOW hehehehe YAY!!! ok if you havent guessed i have never been to the snow b4 so i am a bit excited. i wish that it was August now, coz that is when i am going. see mum and carmen are going to the snow along with carmens bf. mum was a bitch and didnt ask me if i wanted to go where as i had said to her last time she went to the snow ( Read more... )

Still getting over being sick, this is bullshit, sick twice in four weeks how bad is that?!
Paul finally stayed round the other night, I’m so glad he did it was the coldest night we have had, so I had someone to keep me warm! Tamara and Tristan had to scrape layers of ice off Tristan’s windscreen how funnies that!! Tamara said as they were doing ( Read more... )

ok well this is just  complete and utter bullshit! IM SICK AGAIN! i cant believe it, it was only like 3-4 weeks ago when i had a cold and now i have another one. this is so gay! so i have decided just to do half a day at work today coz i feel so crappy! then I am going to go home and go back to sleep. OH GLORIOUS SLEEP how i have missed you during ( Read more... )

Ok so in the last week has been awesome/crap. Awesome coz I have Paulie, but crap coz mum left on Friday :( but its not that bad coz to me at the moment it just seems like she is on holiday, but give it to the end of this week and then it might sink in!!!
Went to the movies on Friday night. Was ok I guess…..we went and saw X-men. Was good, I liked ( Read more... )

Ok so now where am I up to in the life of me. Hmm let’s see, I am now officially with Paul, Finally. I’m so incredibly happy that it has finally happened, the only thing is that it is so weird coz we have been friends for like 8 years and it’s just weird that this is happening. We were talking about it last night how it is so weird how things like ( Read more... )

ok well. i dont know where to start. i had an awsome night last night. he likes me i like him and i know that for sure now YAY!!!!! im sooooo happy! but also soooo sleepy. we were at mandas/chris's last night and watched scrubs all night. got to about 4 and i really kinda needed to go to bed as i had to get up in 2 hours. that was the worst sleep i ( Read more... )

ok well we are slowly getting there. not quiet but almost!!! i know that i should just ask him out but i really dont want to! with the way things are going i might just let it happen without me saying anything!! hehehe yes i am smitten as fuck! he came round on saturday night and there were so many moments where i could have just turned to him and ( Read more... )