i am going to start drinking more. and smoking less.

i hope i get my truck fixed today. i cant sleep on the floor anymore, who am i kidding. a job is what ill get, so i can get a home, and out of debt. mucho dinero. dereks dominos.

so i just paid rent and utilities with my miniscule paycheck that barely covered my bills. so i go out to my truck this morning to head to work and the derek gene must have infected my truck as it failed to start. its my alternator. thats at least $180. and im broke. i had to take a cab to work this morning. another $17. and if you have ever ( Read more... )

so i got a kitten. it was going to die if i didnt take it. so now i have selma up my ass. eventhough she wouldve about something else anyways. For being a vegeterian and having animal rights posters strung about her apartment, shes lacking some fucking compassion. we are butting heads. she is so fucking stubborn, as am i. which doesnt make ( Read more... )

its been awhile you electronical reminder of times bad. but no more... the antique store is going well. its the only job that ive not minded to wake up and go to. and the extra $$$ from selling this and that does help. but its not enough to live on, yet i survive. im good at it. but i am going to go to school. whatever i decide to do, i do ( Read more... )

Im not to fond right now. of anything. i miss being in louisville. i miss being independent, and i just feel so helpless right now. i just quit the video store, so any plans of getting the fuck outta dodge are currently delayed. i dont want to live with stofer. i dont want to live here. it is a nightmare. the only positive right now is ( Read more... )

not just one, but two... two jobs. yes. although family video is quickly becoming a drag, the antique shop is great. today is my first day to open the store by myself. i made an easy 20 bucks delivering a couch to some chick who goes to herron. and ive already got a paycheck from here as well. so ive actually had money to eat something that ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my first day at work at the family video on raymond and shelby tomorrow. would you like this for two nights or five? im glad to have a job. ive been broke and jobless for a while now. i feel bad moochin off of my dad and i try not to be there all the time. its hard to express any kind of appreciation other than upkeep on my messes ( Read more... )

all that i have are two smart dogs, a bag of chips, and a half-empty capri sun. i swear to god, im a fuckin gypsy. i havent updated since ive returned to this hole. thats because there is nothing to update about. im still jobless, and not doing a damn thing. michaels offered me my job back, but i dont want it. id rather starve. i worked at ( Read more... )

i didnt go to the party at the 2nd street house so i could listen to joy division's "Love will tear us apart"
it is the bestest ever.