someone who will take advantage of me when I'm drunk.

Too bad I'm still infatuated with someone I can't have.

Fred Astaire is absolutely irresistable. I may have found a new hobby with his films.

Today has been great so far for me. I've put some things back in my life the last 48 hours that have been missing for a long time, and I've had a lot of time to think. Think positively. Either way, she didn't call me last night. It was a little upsetting but where I'm at right now, at this exact moment, thats perfectly okay. She leaves for vacation ( Read more... )

I threw up my lunch today literally less than 2 seconds after having eaten it. The quarter pounder with cheese went right back into the McDonalds bag. Certain thoughts really upset my stomach ( Read more... )

I told her on the phone that I thought it was more a physical need than anything else. The more that time passes, the more I go without talking to her or seeing her, the more I get to think, the more I come to realize how full of shit I was saying that. She's so much more than her physical appearance. She so much more than I or anyone else knows, ( Read more... )

I'm supossed to learn from my dreams right? I fail to see how the dreams I've had the past 2 nights will help me at all. I've tried to learn from them, but to no avail. I don't think theres any actual lesson in them, especially considering the person, place, and circumstances ( Read more... )

I've been through the whole spectrum of emotions again today. I'm left at the end with only meaningless summaries of what I once thought ( Read more... )

Well its certainly been an interesting couple of days. A lot of confusion, a lot of questions, a lot of not understanding. The only real thing I have to say is this: My first experience with Goldschlager (which would be right now) is proving to be a painful one. The conclusion I came to before the alchohol is this though: fuck. I've moved a lot ( Read more... )

Please order in the following memory PLU's for us. We need 10 quantity of each ( Read more... )

"If there is someone on your friends list you would love to have an epic, sweaty, damn near legendary 12 hour fuck-a-thon with, post this same exact sentence in your journal."

So what if its true.