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HELP with PORT FOWARDING

paul or whomever, please help if you have any idea . . .
i'm trying to make soulseek work . . . it says my port is closed.
i did what i was supposed to do to set up a static ip address but can't complete the port forwarding.

please, any one who knows what i'm talking about, help me out here.
gracias.

last night even though i was sober, i wanted to call you. and i remembered the color of your eyes, a memory i'd been pushing out of my thoughts all week. all thoughts of you i push away, into oncoming traffic, off of a train platform, into a cold lake, any thing ( Read more... )

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i'm reading what dreams may come right now.
it's really intense.
and today is a hard day.
definitely some churning going on in the sky.

dad, i miss you.

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new job at starbucks. it's good, i love customer service b/c i love making people's day. and the coffee is great, no joke. i never thought starbucks had anything special about their coffee but i did a training class where we learned to taste coffee (think wine tasting) and there's a big difference in flavor and complexity between commercial brand ( Read more... )