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random update after a long time of no updates-

i think i'm getting a cat!

and to quote cartman,
thats my potpie kittay! KITTAAY!

thats all for now.

i really miss my sister.  :(

goddamn arizona gradschool.

i'm going to fail my prelim in an hour, lalalalaaaaa!

i hit a deer last night.
i went for a drive at 230 in the morning to straighten my thoughts, and on the way back, i hit a deer.  it was a fawn.  obviously, it died. i'm ok.  my bumper was destroyed.

my life is so horrible right now, for so many reasons, i dont even know what to say.  i just.... dont know what to say.

tonight was the last time i babysat for my family. they got an aupair who is going to babysit full time.  it was REALLY sad.  i'm really bummed.  i really love that family.  it was hard saying goodbye to Aila and Emil.  to all of them.  i dont really want to talk about it...

power went out in eco. i'm attached to the one outlet that actually has power ( Read more... )

i feel so out of control. i'm so miserable right now. i feel like people are consistently stepping on my boundaries, and even worse; i let them. i put up with it, i accept it. and i hate myself for that ( Read more... )

really quite stressed out.  i have another prelim tomorrow, not ready for it yet, and a handful of other important things to do before break.  and even more to do during break.  i have this huge research proposal due, and i have no clue what im going to research.  i'm incredibly unhappy about this ( Read more... )

finished with my field bio prelim. im so glad its done. i dont know how i did but its done. oh, but i did get a 95 on my math prelim! wooooot! im sorta disagreeing with one of my scores though, they took off 3 points for something stupid. right now im borrowing my friend sarahs computer and i reallly like this keyboard. its a mac. and im ( Read more... )