so i was driving home from ithaca to long island for a day or 2 to pick up some stuff i needed for the coming semester.  i was driving w/ kaitlin (this was friday night), on the cross bronx expressway, which is a crazy new york city highway, when suddenly the car in front of me slammed on their brakes.  i slammed on my breaks, and didnt hit them, ( Read more... )

new piercing-    rejoice!


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i'm sick of ben.

i want nothing to do with him anymore.  it makes me terribly sad, because he really was a good friend to me.  atleast i thought he was.

i'm very bummed about this- please no 'youre better off w/o him' comments.

maybe no comments at all would be best...

so yeah, chuck just Imd me, first time in a month ( Read more... )

im getting my lip pierced in a week or so.  Stiehls is closed until the 7th, so atleast until then.  not sure if im getting a stud or a ring,

probably something like this 
http://www.gift4body.com/product_26487.html

not sure.

on a different note-

i am so excited to move back into eco.  not sure why, but i really am.  i'm going to be the resident 21 ( Read more... )

i had a wonderful night.

i went out on brians boat, and swam in cayuga lake w/ some very cool people.

then i got watermelon sherbert from friendlies.

a good night.

so apparently ben went ahead and read a 3 or 4 days long AIM convo i had w/ adam steinberg that was sitting on my desktop.

there was mention of him and kaitlin in there, chuck, adam's ex, becky, and talk about drugs and future drugs.

i'm so mad right now, i feel like crying.

fuck.

oh my lord, why does my period have to coincide with chuck coming up to ithaca to get ben?  i saw them outside my window walking away together, and i started crying.  such a set back for me.  i'm sure i'll be fine, but i'm just feeling so emo right now.  emo music and all.

sigh.

my hamster was stolen.

she came back yesterday, w/ a note saying

"Emily, check your cage
-Friend"

im pretty sure rodrigo did it, but he is claiming innocence.   i'm really pissed off about it.  who the fuck steals a hamster?

wtf.

obligatory out of the blue chuck entry:

i was reading old chuck entries, out of curiosity over the chronology  of the whole thing, and its fascinating to see.  to realize how FAST it happened.  i feel for him head over heels within a month.  a month.  i was completely caught up in his charm that quick.  rereading the entries (i couldnt read them all ( Read more... )