remember that feeling when you're listening to those songs and it fills you with adrenaline, with euphoria, with more than you ever dreamed possible. and somehow, you can't take that feeling and you don't know what do to, you feel like falling and you want to fall, at the same time it's terrible and lovely and your heart is breaking and you're ( Read more... )

when i do what my heart tells me to do, i get that feeling, and i've been told it's like an illusion. like an another skin, warm and beautiful, like an identity without words, it's a dream. i'm wanting to be someone i'll be, and it keeps me safe from harm, and it helps me to build all those illusions i'd ever need. and it will help me to rebuild ( Read more... )

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and i forgot, what i was going to ask. would anyone like to trade mixtapes or packages or something? because i really would love to! i love making mixtapes, i love decorating and and, it's just simply lovely.

i saw a dream, where i told her i hated her. shouted it, and everybody heard it, but no reactions at all. i don't know why she was there with me, but she was trying to come closer and i did everything i could to push her away, and she looked through me and said that she never really cared. and i said, i knew it all the time but still, i was trying ( Read more... )

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i'm listening to the radio of my school, my headmaster is playing that terrible music again! i forgot everything, i didn't take anything with me i should have taken. except my book i made yesterday, made for katie jane's writings, and i'll go and write something in it. i wrote "pray for me" yesterday. one lyrics, one day ( Read more... )

crimes of love
crimes of love
crimes of love
crimes of love

new url, so please update your links. ( thank you ) something new, past lay-outs. and four new writings i think. thank you so much julietta for hosting me! hearts ( Read more... )

i'm getting tired of being sick, and i slept three hours last night, and another three hours i spent on coughing and being extremely impatient. mostly because i was so tired. i've had too much time to think and feel and remember and i have made stupid decisions and plans that made no sense. and i feel terrible that i'm too tired to even read. i don ( Read more... )

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