really, really,i know northern state is stupid and there rhymes aren't any good, but i like them. oh, shit, no i love them, and i no i should like better rap, and i do. i do like better music, but the idea of three girls from long island rapping is just oh so tempting, and oh so my favorite, and i know i should just listen to them privately as if i ( Read more... )

i thought i was all good. i thought i had it all figured out. i did the math in my notebook, a few times. with and without a calculator. and now it is june 28th and i am fifty bucks short on rent. fun. fun fun. aww fuck. aww fuck a duck. maybe this being independant isn't really for me. so to speak.

i live in a hole. my hole. on the fourth floor of a manor ( Read more... )

she's dead ( Read more... )

stress relief ( Read more... )

all i can say, is that the only person responsible for your own well being is you ( Read more... )

i'm so tired i can't remember to be depressed ( Read more... )

thanks to people who suck i am probably going to end up homeless after the fifteenth. i got an offer to squat in an empty apartment, i might do that, but it sort of seems scary. i am thinking that being homeless won't be a new feeling as i haven't felt like i have ever had a home, just a place to put my stuff, so what if the place i will be ( Read more... )

they let me off work three hours early because there were way too many people there and we were literally tripping over each other. it was nice to get off early because it was all sunny outside...but you know 21 dollars. so i sat in the park and read Queer. which is short...and much easier to read than naked lunch ( Read more... )

i took the plunge and applied for a credit card. i think they are going to deny me...as something got messed up when i went to the hospital last year and they still think i owe the city of chicago like 1000 dollars...i should take care of that...soonish.