so if i spend less than fifty dollars a week for the next three months and keep working the same amount, i will be able to afford an apartment ( Read more... )

my gay and lesbian lit teacher called me a misogynist and a homophobe today.

shit.

mike asked if anyone wanted to go home early, i raised my hand really high, so i went home.

meh.

i was going to go back to sleep but that wouldn't work. so instead i think i am going to walk around in the snow and think about what i have done. kind of like a really cold time out.

i hate my job.

when i wake up in the morning, if i am sleeping at my place, and if it is any sort of sunny outside, the sun hits me straight in the face. this is because my window faces east, and my bed faces the window. i could move my bed, but i still feel as if the world should change for me. i am still not good. when you knew me, i wasn't good. which is ( Read more... )

i am going to write an open letter to everyone i used to know.

it's not pretty outside anymore. and i have to leave for work in twenty minutes. life isn't very pretty at all ( Read more... )

so i am sitting here doing my work. and rose is at her desk doing her work. and i have to say that she is super cute when she works real hard and concentrates ( Read more... )

for some reason i got the search to google it...and Mara Wilson (yeah that is right, the girl from matilda) is not dead.

just thought i would tell you what i found out.

i am telling you, i want a sidekick, because if i had the power of google at my fingertips i would be unstobable.

with so many goddamn people talking about killing themselves, it just seems better that i start it off on the right foot. you know...they wouldn't do it well, all cliched and shit. i think i could do it well, show them how it is really done ( Read more... )

i hate my feelings i always get my feelings hurt for stupid stupid reasons.