the most amazing thing about being gone is you can construct your own myth. in portland the rain never makes you wet. laurelhurst and pioneer place are right next to each other and you can see mt. hood from any spot in the city no matter the cloud cover. when people are gone they were always nice and always returned your phone calls. when you ( Read more... )

i did the right thing. i did the right thing. if i keep telling myself this, i won't vomit.

i don't understand how people can call themselves human

i have become obsessed with rose's razor scooter. people feel free to yell things at you on the sidewalk when you go scooting by them ( Read more... )

cooking
running
grocery shopping
job applying
std testing

these are all things i have done in the past few days.

i am becoming some sort of responsible girl.

some sort of.

responsible?

what happened?

i am taking a huge shot at cooking ( Read more... )

this was perfect


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people keep calling me cold. did i really change that much. perhaps they are right.

i just want nice clothes and a date book full of play dates.

growing up he liked shiny pebbles. it takes certain circumstances to make a shiny pebble. the sand that erodes it has to be fine. it has to be the right kind of pepple to start out with, but when everything is right a pebble is shiny. he picked them up whenever he saw one, but soon this behavior grew past shiny pebbles and he started filling ( Read more... )

hey california, maybe that is why you shouldn't elect somebody who starred in "the terminator" as your fucking governer.

i really hate the death penalty

we were talking about discipline in fiction writers and publishing today. I dont have any. so i decided to get some, and i came home and cleaned out my desk and cleaned my drawers and cleaned everything. and i am putting shit together better. i am taking it a day at a time, but i think discipline is going to be the new me. or something ( Read more... )