ive kinda disappeared from this. i miss how things used to be. ive kinda just been drowning in my own boredom. i feel lost. i feel like ive lost touch with reality. i feel like ive been disconnected from the world. i feel like my whole life is scattered around me, and i have to piece it back together. i just dont know what i want right now. im ( Read more... )

so i just came back from california on tuesday, and i miss it SOOO muchh. got there there wednesday the 18th. went to long beach to spend the night at the santa maria ship thingy or something and it was sooo shitty haha. the next day we met up with everyone from texas and went to catalina island for the day took a tour on a bus, went to the little ( Read more... )

i have to find happiness in myself.
im tired of relying on other people to determine how i feel.

i dont think ive felt this alone in so long ( Read more... )

i dont take rejection lightly.
i cant take shit lightly.
what
the
fuck
i give up.

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!
finally! im so stokeddddddd...now i wish i had something to do. i wish i had a guy friend who was down to do anything at anytime... idunno i feel like people are so boringg...........
gonna be in california in liek aweeek or so yeaaah thats it.

so much fucking stress
school especially, my grades are ughh...
i dont know where i go wrong, and they just keep getting lower and lower.
i just want summer and to moooove......and i miss someone so much..

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i like someone and he likes me back. i seriously couldnt be any happier. i really wanna see himm. it sucks not being able to see someone you like all week and have to wait till the weekend ( Read more... )

Looptopiaaaa ( Read more... )