so tired of what my life is leading up to right now.
i need a breath of fresh air.
im so out of the loop all the time.

ah mannnnnn last night went to cool kids with dylan. met up with katie, her friend jami, jack, tara, and kelly and i met up with johnny. it was raining so hard and we were running through the streets looking for the place. me and johnny stayed out of the rain and didnt bother running much. so we roll in late and dylan and the rest got in. we waited ( Read more... )

i miss new york city so much. i really wish i could have stayed longer. 3 days was not long enough. on our first day we went to madison shopped around, went to my old apartment, which is only 2 blocks away. aw man i really wish we still lived there. site saw? ahah is that how you say it? went to time square and ate at ruby foo's. the next day we ( Read more... )

when i live on my own. in my own apartment, that ill just ride around in a lowrider bike around the neighborhood. im gonna make my dreams a reality.'
( lowriders... )

and i also love guys who play girls like a game ( Read more... )

wooo so exactly a week until i get out for spring break. and then hopefully i see justice thursday? i think thats when it is....yeah hopefully ( Read more... )

school is sooooooo stressful right now. i have literally 3 papers due next week. i just keep putting things off........ i really cant wait for summer but right now im just TRYING to keep my prioties straight. other than that im going homeee to nyc over spring break im soo excited about that. and then in june im going to LA for a week or two. ( Read more... )

oh mannnnnnnnnnnn............
last night was the most fun ive have in a while. it has definitely made up for so much.
oh man what happens on leap year stays on leap year????????
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i really really dont care if i sound like a whiny bitch right now. i just need to fucking vent. because my life right now is just a fucking mess. ever since we moved, everything has become so difficult for me. i cant wait on my license, and i cant wait on getting my apartment. i cant fucking take it and my parents really dont understand. i dont ( Read more... )

i feel like everytime i meet a guy it either
a. something in between doesnt work out
b. theyre cool but not good enough for me because of the way i compare previous guys.
goddamnit. i should just give it all up. its always i just think about what 'could have been'. till now im still hung up. im hopeless.